Once again, the prompting came back. Questioning myself whether this is really what God wants me to do. Looking at the slideshows, the powerpoint presentations, of the people from the lost countries, touched my heart a little. They are waiting for you. Is it really me? I remembered last last December. I wanted to go to Timor real bad. I tried many many ways to get myself there. Convinced my Dad many times, but I couldn't. I even remember Dad telling me, "If you were to go Easttimor, you can forget about being my daughter." That sentence struck me so hard, I walked away, tearing so badly. I even remembered wanting to just go for it. So what if my Dad doesn't want me after that? Its alright, I guess. Going to Timor was the only thing in my mind. But after speaking to several other leaders, I figured, maybe this isn't my time yet. So silly of me, even to think about going, and forgetting about what Daddy had told me. Daddy isn't saved yet. What if I really went for it? What will happen? God has a plan to everything. So, is it really me this time? Ask God.
4more days and counting, The release of Olevel results is pretty pretty soon. Next week already infact. Talked to Xiaowei about it today, and what we've all concluded is true. The results won't mean anything, whether how good or bad the outcome will be. Life ain't about how smart you are, but rather fulfilling what the task that God has given to you on Earth. And whatever the outcome is, God has a plan for us. Where He wants us to go, who are the people that He wants us to reachout to. Just a whole new level for us, Olevelers. A whole new task God has given us. Dear Olevelers, you'll all be in my prayers. (: We shall all meet up after getting our results, and celebrate a little! Conference the night before, and pray real hard on the phone. :D
No plans this week. No work. Not yet. Diana hasn't given us the schedule. I guess Im goanna spend the whole day tomorrow, myself. I shall go Thomson again, and shop for stuff for people. Write little notes, and borrow some Dvds. Valentine's Day is nearing. Gna plan stuff for my Girlies. Reen, Ces, Joannawong, JoannaHeng, Felice, Deborah. Yea. Remember the treat I told you guys about? Uhhuh :) And, speaking of Valentine's Day, I saw pretty DarkBlue, and Red roses today. So pleasant for the eyessssss. Haha. Ohkay. I have a silly craving for Kosong Pratas now. Rar.
